Running On Empty

By: KT

Mar 16 2010

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Category: Photography

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Focal Length:238mm
Shutter:1/0 sec
Camera:Canon EOS 350D DIGITAL

The instant i took this photo, i just knew it was perfect. Generally, when i take pictures, i look at a scene thats interesting and different. I then try and compose the picture in my mind, and then attempt to recreate that picture as best as possible with a camera and some software colour filters. This time… as soon as i hit the shutter button..i knew it would be special. ๐Ÿ™‚

I really enjoy recreating simple moments, as blown up dramatic scenes through pictures :p
its like… music.. but for the eyes ๐Ÿ™‚

So, yes, even a swimming pool needs replenishment sometimes…….. a helping hand to keep it going!

Right now…i feel im stuck in a very crazy place. The closest i can describe it, is being inside the ‘rabbit hole’, from the Alice In Wonderland story. Nothing seems to make sense, and sometimes its all just one big blur. Its hard to tell whether im alive, or still asleep and dreaming. Time itself is just rushing passed…… Its all very weird.

I think i need replenishment! I need to somehow find the “life force” again….

Sometimes all the things that happen in life,ย  at some time just decide to fall on you, and you end up lying underneath this huge pile of ‘life’ that you’ve created over the years.ย  Its at this particular moment… when you have to decide whether to let this pile continue sitting on-top of you, or you can try and overcome it. Overcoming it though, is no easy task! Remember, this is little you, against a WHOLE LOT of things. Unfortunately, im not able to have the luxury of a hand to hold…… so its all up to me.

But i’ve decided to rise up, and put up a fight…or to at least try and put up a fight. It is going to be difficult, considering the circumstances im faced with… but if i persevere, and can somehow manage to keep on going..i think i’ll overcome it all. Despite the thought, that its only about ‘will’ power, its not, will power definitely is a key factor, but in this case, isnt enough on its own. i feel its rather about finding that ‘magic’ something that will keep me going when nothing else will.

call it replenishment, call it inspiration, whatever it is,ย  i need to find it! ๐Ÿ™‚

“The darkest part of the night, is the moment just before the dawn”…….. apparently!


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